I'm sorry, I have been sounding selfish for the last few days with asking so much questions about whether or not a PSP or DS would be good for me. I find that I'm somewhat spoiled, and so I wanted to get rid of the last journal entry with this.

Although the title of the entry does seem selfish in itself, I just want my parents to be healthy. One almost had a heart attack, a couple of weeks back while I was in college (and I was informed of it three days later at that time) while the other is worn out from overused work due to lazy co-workers who do absolutely nothing but still get paid. Their health is deteriorating obviously due to age, but as a Freshman in college with two younger sisters in middle and high school, I don't know what to do without my parents. Sure, I bicker about them in this journal and others; but I love them a lot, and seeing my mom uncharacteristically depressed upsets me.

She depressed me so much today talking about death, I don't know WHAT to do...

So, if only a little, can you please wish for me? For their health to improve?

I want them to live a long life, enough to see their grandchildren growing old themselves....

Thank you

It's not that I didn't choose a DS I want a PSP though, so.....What titles or games do you guys want to recommend me?
I'm more into games like Final Fantasy: Crisis Core and Dissidia....:I
But I also like Harvest Moon-like games, KH games, and stuff like that D:

PSP or DSi

Pros, Cons, and Game title suggestions?

:I Please don't tell me to get both >< I have devised a plan to see if I can, but I wouldn't want to be THAT selfish.

As a frustrated college student, I have one tip to give to those who are about to head to University with hesitation and ideas made to them by their overly demanding and controlling parents: Don't listen to them, and follow your own future.

Seriously, don't listen to them when it comes to your future career because your life will probably be less passionate and meaningful if they have any influence over you. It's not THEIR life, it's yours.

Sadly, I don't have enough willpower to go against them.

I hate myself.

Yeah, I ran out of a title, so I just started randomly writing things down because I'm a total loser. ANYWAYS, I made a project up for myself and purposely for a few friends - so I was thinking maybe...a Photoshoot for fun will be awesome? I might post it up on here - sooooooooooooo I can't wait! I get to pretend to be weird - hahahaha.

:I SHOT.

UNIVERSITY GRADES
English - A
Freshman Class - A
Anthropology - A
Chem Lab - A
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